A Tale Came From Bottom Of Heart Belongs To A Little Monster Girl :D

goodbye...my LOVE... i can't hide...can't hide what has come :) i have to go..and leave you alone...but always know... I LOVE YOU SO... <3 <3 ^^... goodbye...black eyes...goodbye..for now... goodbye SUNSHINE  ... take care of yourself... :D ..hehehe... that I LOVE YOU SO BAHH,,, aku juz sikmok mpwan a.k.a "MANUSIA BERKENAAN" amik kwu dri akuuu > ko knl kn cypa "manusia berkenaan" that i mean??! * juz don't act that you don't know h_ _ and act you're INNOCENT! * <... sedeh ku tauk sikkk?? maybe kwu lom penah mrasa gne ku rasa... p yalahhh... mun nyea mna pun mok amik kwu dari akuu...aku sikpat mok polah pa-pa sbb "MANUSIA BERKENAAN" ya dh suka an kwu..kwu pun suka an nyea... so.. i've no idea..ku mok amik ko balit dri "MANUSIA BERKENAAN" punn.. SIKDA FAEDAH nyea punn... if i do that..it only make myself LIKE AN IDIOT you know?? huh! coz i've tried to get you back from any FUCK UGLY DAMN BLACK HEARTED ASSHOLE BITCH  huh~ yes! i've gotcha! hehex > for a very short time* i think* <...it's my very very very HAPPIEST moment.. :D > gimme all freedom! haha < XD yess! i know i'm not a VERY VERY PERFECT person in this world...yep! i realised bout' it,,,coz i know not all human in this world really really really a GOOD DAMN FUCKING PERFECT PERSON you know?? i know i not PERFECT neither are you "MANUSIA BERKENAAN" ...but.. this feeling i can't shake no more.. these feelings are running out the door..i can feel it falling down.. and i'm not coming back around.. this feeling i can't take no more..this emptiness in the bottom drawer..it's getting harder to pretend...and i'm not coming back around again..remember when...i remember when it was together till the end...now i'm alone again..where do i'm begin??and all the tears i cried a little bit...you died a little bit...please say there's NO REGRETS and say you WON'T FORGET..but i'm NOT LOST...there's nothing i could say to you..nothing i could ever do to make you see.. what you mean to me..all the pain i cried ..still you never said goodbye and now i know  how far you'd go.. i know..i let you down .. it's not like that now...but this time... I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO...I WILL BE ALL THAT YOU WANT AND GET MYSELF TOGETHER...coz you make me KEEP FALLING APART..all my life i'll be with YOU FOREVER... to get you through the day and make EVERYTHINGS OK :D